Im Tried of It

To hate person is bad. I know it! I tried so many things for me not to hate her but she gave me so many reasons to do it. At first, I said to myself that the best revenge for her is to be kind, for her to be guilty with what she was doing to me but it seems not to be effective. I gave up, but I don’t do anything. I just kept quiet and got my notebook. I wrote there everything I want say to her, to release the pain I’m feeling. I release all what was inside me with that notebook and my pen. That’s my usual thing I’m doing when I got to feel something from within me. When I felt so depressed, I felt angry, happy and irritated. I don’t avoid talking but instead I write. I do these things for me not to hurt anyone with the words that may come out of my mouth that may hurt them and also to avoid hurting other people who was innocent with what was happening because I know my hand is heavy that if I’m angry or feeling bad to anyone I hurt them so to avoid this I do those things.